So today is the day I have been dreading! Today was one year since my heart was broken into, 12 months ago I found out what it truly meant to be devastated, 365 days have passed and I still haven't figured out how to move on. June 3,2008 was and is still the hardest day I have ever had to live through! It's the day my Papa passed away. I can't even begin to explain how much I loved him. Sadly I don't think I realized how much I did until it was to late. He was the best man I have ever had the privilege of knowing. I lived right next door to him his last three years and me and him were always getting in to something. Oh how I wish he was here just to walk to his garden with him one more time, or to sit on his porch and listen to his stories, or to ask him questions about the bible. I am telling you he was so smart! I have heard that things like this gets easier with time, I don't know if I believe that or not. I still find myself crying a lot just because the pain of losing him. It may not have been easier but I just wish we had had the chance to say goodbye! The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that he was saved by God's Amazing Grace and his is resting in the arms of the Lord. And one day I will see him again! I will always love you Papa!
The picture is some of the balloons the girls sent to him in Heaven so he would know they were thinking about him!
That is a great pic. The girls are so thoughtful just like you. You were blessed with a great Papa he was a wonderful man
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