Man I don't know if it's all this warm weather and sunshine but the past few days I have missed my Bailee Boy so very much. It has been exactly one year and three weeks since I have gotten to see his sweet face. I totally understand WHY I had to let him goBUT that doesn't mean I will ever execpt that fact.
I know you read this blog mom and I'm still sorry for your cat. But with that being said I still don't believe MY baby could have done it. I would give my right arm to have him back. I have been begging Derick to go get him and let me have him back for just one day but he won't! I want to see him but I'm not sure what scares me the most.
FIRST...That he won't run to me and HUG(jump on me) me the way he always did or
SECOND..The fact that I will have to say goodbye again.
Bailee was my baby from the first moment our eyes met! He was in a way my best friend. He was there when I woke up. He was there when I went to sleep, or when I needed a break from the house and just took a walk..he was there! When Derick would get up off the couch to get a drink or whatever Bailee would steal his seat and curl up to me. When the girls were out to play I knew they were completly safe with their buddy right beside them. I miss go to McDonalds just to order him a double cheese burger. There will always be a place in my heart for my Bailee that will NEVER be filled again:(
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